Oh the thoughts of me

Tonight I am thinking about marriage...other people and marriage that is. I have a total of 6 friends getting married this summer, which is sort of crazy. I'm thinking about how their lives are going to change. I'm wondering if they'll still be friends with their currently non married friends, or if they'll divide and conquer in pairs. They're grown ups.

I've decided that I'm in a transition point. I'm learning what it means to pay rent, budget for groceries and utility bills and cut unnecessary luxuries. I'm doing all these grown up things, but part of me just wants to run home and pretend I'm 17.

On the other hand, I'm really glad that I'm not going straight from my parents house to being married. I think it would be too big of a shock for me. I wouldn't know how to do anything, and I wouldn't understand the meaning of being my own person. Don't get me wrong, for some people not moving out until they get married is great; I just know that I would not be learning the things I am now had I stayed at home for school.

So there you have it, my "deep" thoughts on life as it is.

And just to be a bit random, my favourite type of ice cream is now Cookies and Cream.